Tuesday, July 28, 2009

even i myself din't realize bout it, this thing had became my best friend when i was upset and frustrated.
some say it's a waste of money, some say it's a source of pollution, and most of them say it's harmful to health, but why do i care? at least it is with me when i lost my direction! at least i am able to release my mm-shong-ness!

叛逆的孩子

发现自己越来越叛逆了,很多时候家人说什么都听不进去了!

我又做错了吗?我变坏了吗?为什么我做什么都好象得不到他们的认同?

都就来二十一岁了,有自己做事的一套是正常的吧 ?为什么一定要跟着你的那一套咧?跟你那一套的方式有差就是错的吗?

唉,由得他啦....最重要是自己要认清自己人生的道路!没人认同也没关系!

梦想破灭

等了酱久,所期待的梦已来到了将近破灭的地步。 Birmingham......英国.....近在咫尺却又那么的遥远。 可能真的是有缘无份啦!

虽然很不甘心,但我却谁也不能怨,家里没钱又不是他们的错,要怪就怪生意被低迷的经济彻底摧毁了!

算啦!人生不如意事十之八九.....讲下而已,有酱容易看开就好咯!

Sunday, July 5, 2009

what should i do??

oh yeah! i had finally knew my 2nd year results. it's a 2nd upper class (not bad huh!)
And now i'll be able to continue with my task. the very first thing i should do is to apply loan. if everything goes fine....come on,if and only if,i am leaving to UK on this coming september.

Well, I always wanted to continue my studies there. But somehow things just don't run-on smoothly. After i talked to my family about my plan, it seems that they don't really agree with it. they want me to continue my studies here in m'sia as i need not to handle my burden of loan when i start my career. I cannot deny what they said is reasonable, but i really feel like flying to UK.

I'm now so damn confused! should i continue with my own plan or should i just follow what they want me to do??

Arghh....someone please give me some advise! =(