Exam Sucks!!!

it is 2.10am now, and i am still studying my thermodynamics with philip at Mac D.


today was 3rd day of my semester 2 finals....it was TERRIBLE TO THE WORST STATE!!! the electrical & eletronic subject just screwed me up and inside out! out of the 5 excruciating questions, i could only answer 2Q completely,and i left 2 questions almost empty and "tembak" the last question.

I sat there staring blank at my questions fighting hard to get something out of the answer but alas disappointment overtook the confidence in me. I was totally defeated and demotivated throughout the three papers. Why has this course brought me so much misery????? Should I deserve all this pressure and humiliation of grades just to get myself a degree. Where has all the fun in studying gone ??????

Staring at the ever ticking clock, the soul was willing but the flesh was weak. My fingers trembled as the pen scribled through. I saw huey lynn calculating the total marks that she will get just to console herself.

Slowing my pace, I raised my head and stared around the atmosphere of the exam room, a sense of relief was with me. Desperate looking faces with nimble fingers runing through those small keys of the calculator.I found that I was not the only one in this pianful situation. But still I need the results I need to perform I had to pull through.By then the clock which was taking my life made me gave up the war. I needed to comfort myself. I couldn't let the front three papers destroy the other two, but imagine three screwed papers!!!!!!!!!!!!

The clock chimed its victory bell as the unfinished paper was to be handed up. reluctantly I handed over the 'work of art' into the lecturers hands. The numb feeling and the sweaty palms brought much regret to the lack of preparation. But I needed to face the fact and carry on . It was no point to cry over spilt milk. I had to carry on ..........

So here I am now freaking studying thermodynamics with new hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P.S: sorry for posting it so late!