Saturday, April 24, 2010

Is it really so???


I had been experiencing “emotional roller-coaster” lately. The question “why is this happening??” stayed in my mind for few days and yet, I still couldn’t come out with the solution. Well, I know this shouldn’t be happening to me at this critical moment, but I just can’t get rid of it. Year3 final examination is going to visit us in less than 3weeks time and I still have 1 more assignment left untouched. Too much of slacking made me guilty to the max!! But even God can’t help it, coz I’m just that LAZY =)
Kay, let’s back to the main topic! I questioned myself millions of time if I did contribute enough to my R&D group research report as chuan complained that he need more time to finish his part. & sorry to eryl for making him wasting his precious time checking my sentence flow, grammar and references. Felt really really bad when he told me that I actually quoted the wrong journal. Hence, I don’t mind doing the extra job - come out with RAW data sheets and a BLUFFED logbook as it is required in my final report.
Another thing is I am not sure if I should continue putting in more efforts in what I’m currently doing. Realizing what I had done is actually meaningless; I had a sudden feeling of giving up. Well yea~ saying is always 100000x easier than doing it! The thought strike every single part of my brain cells and I finally made my decision this morning=)   Whether it’s a wise choice or not, I shall now leave it to Mr. Time to reveal the answer.

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